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Affirmed realization and resolution

Wed Apr 9, 2008, 8:22 PM
First, I'd like to offer my gratitude to :iconapple-dee: for helping me earlier today. Yeah, you may be harsh when it comes to that kind of discussion, but it kind of drives the point home.

Now then, on to what I wanted to talk about. After my talk with Apple, I realized that while I do act like myself for the most part, I still worry too much about what other people will think of me and I need to stop. From now on, I act entirely of my own accord and will express myself as such.

So, I'm done with idle fantasies about what could be or what could have been with certain people, who shall remain nameless. I'm going to move past the pain that I've held inside for so long and learn from it. Fuck feeling sorry for myself, fuck feeling depressed. I'm done with both.

Now I guess all I have to focus on is the future that I've let corrode a little while I spent time dilly-dallying. Time to make my dreams into a reality. =D
Thanks again, :iconapple-dee:

  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: the demented voices of humanity's thoughts.
  • Reading: any text on my compy
  • Watching: D.Gray-man
  • Playing: nandemonai
  • Eating: nandemonai
  • Drinking: Red Bull

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:iconatalhlla:
Wheeeeeee...

I've been sorta edging my way out of the storage room socially. I feel I've been more social this year than before. Ya, rly.

Horray, moving forward!
:icondoublehelix88:
That's The Spirit!

You need a little "Fuck it" in your life man.

"The Ability To let that which Does not matter Truely Slide."

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"Whoa There. Those Are Some Strong Words For Someone Who Doesn't Even Own A Machine Gun."

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