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Wed Aug 6, 2008, 9:17 PM
I know It's seemed like I've been MIA from dA, but I have been checking it all summer, I just haven't been able to make myself draw anything and I'm kicking myself for it. I'm actually very upset with myself for having so little self-discipline.

I know I've seen some of you over the break and I have been having fun, but I still wanted to do a bunch of things that I end up spending time watching anime instead of dong them. It's actually quite bothersome.

So, I'm going to try and start working on drawing more and try my had at digital painting for real since my attempts in the past have been with little actual effort.

Also, I apologize for writing in Japanese for my header and some other things. But I've been in a really japanese mood lately. Hence, the massive amount of anime watching and anime sound tracks.

Ugh..... i either need to knock some sense into myself or someone needs to do it for me. I hate feeling like I'm not doing anything worthwhile.

  • Mood: Annoyed
  • Listening to: anime OPs & EDs
  • Reading: The Subtle Knife
  • Watching: nandemonai
  • Playing: nandemonai
  • Eating: nandemonai
  • Drinking: mizu

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:iconkitsune2022:
I'll accept your apology but only b/c I can read it. :P

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:iconbittersweet-melodies:
Hey I totally know what you mean. I've been watching all kinds of nerdy things instead of doing productive things. haha. I had intentions to do so much art this summer and I've done hardly any. So hey you're not alone in that. As long as you're enjoying yourself you're doing something worthwhile.

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we are... the painters of the unseen images, the singers of unheard songs, the caretakers of what has been lost. we are that which you choose to ignore....
:iconhalfdemon638:
Thanks! I feel a better knowing I'm not the only one. ^_^

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"He who joyfully marches to music in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would suffice. " - Albert Einstein

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:iconhalfdemon638:
Oh c'mon. You can't read the title? I thought you took japanese? I only wrote stuff from the basics.
*sigh* Oh, well. So long as I'm forgiven I guess I can't complain. :)

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"He who joyfully marches to music in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would suffice. " - Albert Einstein

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:icondoublehelix88:
Dude, when are you NOT in a Japanese Mood? I mean, Sushi? ALWAYS Good. If You need Someone to knock some sense into you, you know I am always there for you. Good luck in the motivation department, you know I am not the best at self motivating either...

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"Whoa There. Those Are Some Strong Words For Someone Who Doesn't Even Own A Machine Gun."
:iconkitsune2022:
*raises eyebrow* Uh, re-read my comment--"b/c I can read it."

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Even on a cloudy day the sun still rises. ^_^
:iconbittersweet-melodies:
oh you're welcome! haha, yeah procrastinators do love company. :)

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we are... the painters of the unseen images, the singers of unheard songs, the caretakers of what has been lost. we are that which you choose to ignore....
:iconhalfdemon638:
Yeah, yeah. I know. :)
Motivation is probably the most important thing I've always lacked. I don't know why it's just never been there.
As for my Japanese mood, I wasn't referring to the food. Though, it is irresistibly delicious... the raw fish... the small rice balls.... the rolls.... so very tempting....
Er-hmm... Anyway, I meant that I've been talking to myself in half japanese, watching too much anime and reading too much manga and also speaking to my dog in japanese... It's both nerdy and mildly pathetic since I'm the only one who gets anything that I say... Except for Kyle who knows one word of Japanese.
But, yeah. Thanks! :)

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"He who joyfully marches to music in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would suffice. " - Albert Einstein

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:iconhalfdemon638:
:) Indeed they do. lol

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"He who joyfully marches to music in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would suffice. " - Albert Einstein

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